donate blood

today i went to donated my blood
at our college hall
yea..blood..450cc
hmm...not much feeling on tat
actually donate blood is not a scary thing for me..
just give my blood to some1 maybe need it
more than me..
feeling well after donated..
coz i did charity on the other way
happy to do tat..^^
b4 tat our college FAU had done few blood donation campaign oso geh
bt u all know la
girl prob so i din went ther
finally today i went..
so this was another reason why im so happy
hmm..
reali happy lo..second time i donated blood..
cheer for it..
>.<...~~~

就这样

hmm..最近心情还是如以往一样
没多打改变
唯一开心的应该是
assignment都干完了
轻松了...只剩下和小小明的presentation
那个没在怕的啦..>.<

今天忽然发现
自己真的还不够成熟
可是比起一般同年龄的朋友来说
我又算是懂事的
今天感觉爸爸妈妈都老了
平时在家我就是娇娇女
时常会跟他们撒娇
或许我的外表不是那样
但或许是因为我是家里老幺的关系吧
总是任性,爱撒娇
而我却不想改掉这个习惯
因为爸爸妈妈都老了
而我离1字头越来越远
相反的离2字头越来越近
时间在不知不觉中消失
我想..我会一直撒娇下去
因为我也不知道
我还能撒娇撒多久
只希望
我能永远的就这样
可能这是个反向的希望吧
因为我不想你们离我远去
就算生老病死是天注定了的事情
但我就是不想有那么一天的发生
就当作是我任性吧.....







ps:到底是好男人都没有了,还是自己的要求太高了呢??????

sitting with a group of ppl at CITC

but facing computer alone

nothing to do

fb??hmm..bored ady..

coz nothing special for me

reading friend's blog

and listening tis song

'because you love me' by celine dion
--You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me--

feel different when listening to this song
how to say...?
just have a different feeling suddenly
maybe due to my psycho
but is true
maybe i need someone other than my family to love me
cant really feel the love around me now
all around me are friends
but just din feel it
y???
cant answer you also
my heart just like very heavy
cant really breath
hmmm..
maybe i just tired
tired to be fake
my smile is fake
my feeling is fake
my action is fake..
and other...how??
how to make it real??

one of my NS group friend
leave comment in my post in fb yesterday
the post is about the rate tat i be shy
73%...can imagine tat??
he was the 1 who comment
he said tat'you will shy de meh?'
den i answered him among tis year
i changed a lot just he din feel it
den he said'changes is a good thing but dun forget the origin of urself
u have a positive thinking and keep it on,be like urself..i like you because of ur thinking and cheerful..just be like tat..'

hmm.after viewed this
i felt tat
i reali changed ady
not the ori me..
hmm..nothing to say with this changes
because it already changed
cant change it back
unless i meet someone tat can change me..>.<

finally im here again to blog
this few weeks was just worst to me
everything going wrong
but not a big deal
i can handle it
with ignore it..>.<
dunno what to do and how to do
so just let it be..
no reali in a good mood
until today...>.<

today had my class until 1pm
my lect let us go earlier
den i went to raja ali
to have a look at their dancing competition
hmm....nothing to comment bout tat
den y.e said want go to eat KFC
which around our area
but there was no parking for us to park our little tiny kancil
so we change our mind and straight go to kepong
hmm..den movie off coz..>.<
we were planned to watch twilight
but someone said wan to watch 'Knight and Day'
so we just brought ticket and wait
chit chat alot when having meal
finally the movie
really an excited movie for me
now i just realized tat how handsome and 'man' tom cruise are
his character name is Roy Miller
being shot by his character in this movie
@.@.....love his character but not the reality
it wat just awesome..
still feel excited when writing tis post..
oh gosh...
'with me! without me! with me! without me!!~~~~
love..♥

ps: y germany lose the match..disappointed leh..anyway still support germany..