lonely....

today wat a lonely day...
alone at home...
eat alone, watch movie alone , drink alone....
nth to do reali damn boring...
actuali got homework nid to do but so lazy neh...

yesterday plan today wan to go play basketball...
but finali din go coz my koko sick jor...
b4 tat i oso no mood to go d...
luckily canceled ald...

duno y everytime when i alone..
i will think somethings tat i reali avoid to think...
i reali try so hard to forget about it...
but last few day i receive his sms...
but i duno wat actuali he think...
sometime cold, somethime hot...
will u let me noe more bout u?
if nt can i reali forget u?
coz reali hurt n pain if continue like tis...
can i juz release myself from u?
i dun wan keep waiting for the person who r duno me...
wat should i reali do?

waiting is the most hurting ppl...
sometime wait for lover or frenz is a happiness..
but sometime wait for those impossible things will juz let u heart...